where did the time go? where did i go?

first quarter is already over. two more finals and i'm home free.


somehow though, in the midst of all of the chaos, i feel as if i have lost myself.

i was driven.
driven to succeed, driven to love, driven to be compassionate.
in these last few weeks, i feel like all of that has been drained out of me, bit by bit.
i don't know why, and i don't know how. all i know is that i don't know what i want anymore.