one in 3.4 billion...

One in 3.4 billion...
So i was thinking about happy couples today, an what an amazing miracle each one truly is!

there are 3.4 billion men this world. 3.4 BILLION. what are the chances that you end up with the right ONE?

starting from a young age, I've been compiling a list of qualities that I long for my future spouse to have, and unsuccessfully, I have yet to find him...
but it makes sense. it's going to take time to find this male, and I realize that it's not going to be easy!

lately, i've come to accept the fact that I'm probably going to be single for a while-- or probably, anyway.
but i really accept it. i know, believe, and accept that God has someone specially designed to do life with me out there. amongst that myriad of males, there is one whom is destined to be the other half of my 'happily ever after'.

of course, i always complain and wish that i could find this person soon...
but perfection takes time (: i really don't want to settle for someone who's not meant to be; it's like trying to fit two puzzle pieces that just don't go together. i can squish and try to distort myself into something i'm not, but in the end it will only hurt me and cause me to spend more time to mend myself into my original shape again. haha, if that even makes sense.

i want to meet someone whom i can truly click with, you know? at the end of the day, i feel like that's what a lot of its about-- beyond just looks, money, family, etc etc, CHEMISTRY is supreme (right after Godliness, haha).


So, i will be patient.
after all, even the best fairy tales wouldn't be the same if Aladdin ended up with Ariel, or if Prince Charming ended up with Belle, right? :) i'll just have to wait until that perfect moment and chance where that one in 3.4 billionth guy will come along and woo me away. Cliche, but true.

till then,

adieu <3