i was looking through her facebook, randomly, yesterday.
it's as if she never left us.
it's as if i would still go to that one English class in high school and have her sitting behind me, busily chatting away with her friends.
it's as if i would go back to that one day when we had that a Shakesphere project to do at her house; her cheerful, optimistic self plugging away diligently at the task.
...it's hard to believe she's not here anymore.
I know I wasn't that close to her, especially towards the end of her life, when we both went our separate ways... and i'm not sure if i impacted her life in anyway...
to be honest, i probably didn't.
that's what makes me uneasyy
it makes me sick to think, that my beautiful, sweet friend,
isn't in heaven. I might never be able to see her again.
my fault. i could have told her.
my fault. i should have told her.
my fault. i'm so sorry.
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