i'd like to...

if you haven't noticed, i am a very ambitious girl.
there are so many things i want to do in life. so are many things i would like to experience (some practical, some not).

for instance:

---i'd like to laugh till i cry; it's just never happened before!

---run until i can't feel the pain anymore; what do they call it? oh yes, runner's wall or something of that sort? yea right. i die and start wheezing after maybe a mile and a half...

---love till it hurts; stupid and scary wish, yes? but i'd like to find someone whom i really love and have them love me back. i want to love them so much till the point where it would hurt to live without them... preferably my future husband :D

---lead someone to Christ; it's not so scary to talk about God with people to anymore, but i have never gotten to the point where someone wanted to accept Him as their personal Lord and Savior. hm. what would that be like? hahahaha

---not shower until i really, really stink; i have never done this before. i hate not showering, so i make myself shower every day.. sometimes twice, or three times a day. the longest ive gone was three days at mission tour and i gave myself a head shower in the sink every morning.

---work out until i pass out; i'd like to push my limits to see how beastly i really am. ;)

---sleep a whole day; i'm no angela. i can't push myself to sleep past 11 am, even during breaks.

---go sky diving or bungee; i have always wanted to know what that felt like, for pretty obvious reasons. what's better than soaring through the sky at a crazy speed?!! :D

---make people cry with a speech; i hate public speaking. i get so nervous that i lose track of what i want to talk about. I need to get better at this, especially if i want to be a lawyer one day.

---grow out my hair till my butt. i always fail at a little past my boobs =/ it just gets so annoying! I really want to cut my hair and donate it to locks of love..

---praise until i can't praise anymore; like that can happen. :P

and the list goes on, and on....




in the end,
i'd like to be satisfied at the end of my life, knowing that i've lived it to the fullest.